i have so much love for these two.
[info]pictureplaces and [info]onlyclowns , i cannot wait til we can make one of these videos with all three of us :') ♥ ♥


also, a quick MERRY CHRISTMASSSSSSSS to everyone for tomorrow!!!! :D
 
 
feelings: full
 
 
Written for [info]anomalousalanna in the Gleekret Santa Fic Exchange. Prompt was 'What's not to like?'

TITLE: Paradise is here
FANDOM: Glee
PAIRING: Rachel/Quinn, Brittany/Santana, mentions of R/Q/B/S
SUMMARY: Rachel has an announcement to make.
RATING: PG-13
WORD COUNT: ~3,500
DISCLAIMER: Don't own 'em. They're Ryan Murphy's.
SPOILERS: Possibly for all episodes.
AUTHOR'S NOTES: I have a couple more little fics in the works for this exchange which will hopefully be up later tonight.

The future is this moment, and not some place out there. )
 
 
feelings: tired
 
 
24 December 2009 @ 01:39 am
i decided i was going to write a christmas fic this year. then i started it. then i forgot about it. then i remembered. then i hated it. then i forgot about it. then i remembered it. then i wrote some more on it. then i forgot about it. then i realised christmas was three days away and i should probably hurry up and finish it. then i hated it more than ever. then i bitched about it some.

and then i finished it.

happy christmas, if you're into the whole baby jesus thing. really, it's just about the presents, amirite?

sw-fic: in santa's claws (1/1) )
 
 
tunes: Pretty Maids - In Santa's Claws | Powered by Last.fm
 
 
23 December 2009 @ 07:38 pm
HAPPY HOLIDAYS, my dear friends!
I love you all !

A Christmas card to all my flist !
 
 
22 December 2009 @ 03:32 am
My Twitter.

My Tumblr.

And some beautiful lyrics (I am trying to figure out if I can use it in a video. My take on the music can be the wrong interpretation, though).

Blue Wind

“Spring and summer every other day
Blue wind gets so sad
Blowin’ through the thick corn,
Through the bales of hay,
Through the open books on the grass
Spring and summer

Sure, when it’s autumn
Wind always wants to
Creep up and haunt you
Whistlin’ it’s got you
With its heartache, with its sorrow
Winter wind sings and it cries

Spring and summer every other day
Blue wind gets so pained
Blowin’ through the thick corn,
Through the bales of hay,
Through the sudden drift of the rain
Spring and summer.”

(This kinda reminds me of Kate)
 
 
feelings: calm
tunes: Spring Awakening - Don't Do Sadness/Blue Wind
 
 
21 December 2009 @ 11:30 pm
The last Lost spoilers? YES! I'm so excited! Now I can't wait.

Katharine McPhee cd leaked today and my heart is soaring. So much prettiness, so much emotion with fantastic lyrics... I'm in love with this cd already. It's along with my Spring Awakening cd my favorites of the year. This makes me want to make a list of my favorite TV shows, ships, books: YAY or NAY?

I was thinking: Glee will be the next big epic shipper war. Now that Lost is in the last season (And my heart breaks a little) I'm pretty sure the whole Puck/Quinn/Rachel/Finn quadrangle will shape like Skate, Jate, Suliet and it will be all drama and hate. No thanks, I do not need this fuckery again. I will only appreciate the show's awesomeness. In fact, I'm pretty sure I ship already Rachel/J. Groff's character. Just because they're pretty and he sings better than Corey and Mark put together. There, I said it. And I think Lea loves Groff more than Mark and Corey (I do know he is gay and I don't ship them, but their connection is telling and they have so much love for each other. Plus their voices blends so well *sigh*). Plus we will have a possible Idina/Lea song and I'm very excited about this.

And I saw Wicked. I end up in love with the play as well. Elphaba (Idina Mendzel) is FANTASTIC. I love how the play tackle on themes such prejudice, 'being different', 'media manipulation' and the role of the charismatic leaders. Defying Gravity is such an inspirational song. And "I'm not that girl" breaks my heart. Because I personally can relate to the feeling of not being the person to someone you love. And not feeling enough. Boy, the resident-gate made some number on me. I'm glad it's over, although occasionally I think about him. I guess it's natural... I may wonder for a long time what would happen if I had the courage to tell him what I feel, although I know he didn't like me back.

Anyway, a very good video. Lea Michelle HAS to play Elphaba.

 
 
feelings: bouncy
tunes: Katharine McPhee - It's Not Right
 
 
21 December 2009 @ 08:26 pm
And summer officially arrived !
Welcome !!
 
 
21 December 2009 @ 10:52 pm
mostly i just think it's funny that a one-year-old is trashing take that.

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19 December 2009 @ 07:14 pm
Last night my sister and her boyfriend came over and we played a lot with Wii ... it was great !

Today it looks like (almost) summer !
The sky is so blue, (almost) no clouds, the sun is shinny and bright .. and it´s very hot !

Lunch at mom´s, then I helped mom and dad and sis to finish Christmas decoration at mom´s place (we´ll celebrate Christmas here this year again), and after I went to downtown with my sis to buy some small things ... it wasn´t THAT chaotic as I thought it´d be!
But I still didn´t get all the gifts I have to give ...still have to bought my brother and sister-in-law´s presents .. I HAVE to get them tomorrow ...

well, have a great weekend everybody !
 
 
18 December 2009 @ 04:39 pm
Alright. So, I took my time to fiddle around with the special features and navigation on the Glee: Season 1, Volume 1 DVD and I'm going to do a quick review here!

Review and Pictures Under Here )


If you have any specific questions or would like screenshots/pictures of anything else, let me know!

peace.
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feelings: giggly
 
 
17 December 2009 @ 09:01 pm
Well, I´m MIA but still here!
ehehehehehhe

Last week was angelcureAngel´s birthday ... so, Happy (belated) Birthday, Marcia !

Well, since last week it´s raining A LOT here ! Daily ! A LOT !

Last Sunday I went to Rio Claro, it was the party when we celebrate the first birthday of my cousin´s daughter, Julia ...
Last year I told about her, and it´s a great thing we could reunite and celebrate her 1st year!!
Al my uncles and aunties were there, grandma, my brother and his wife, my sister and her boyfriend .. we had a great time!

pics? )

Oh and I finally got my Nintendo Wii ... I´m loving pleying with it! eheheheheheh

I still have some Christmas gifts to buy, I´ll have to do it on Saturday or Sunday ... oh my ...
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17 December 2009 @ 09:04 pm
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Emily and David continued living their routine for the upcoming 2 months. The routine remained the same for the past 4 years, so was their behavior. Except this time, they didn’t only behave like a couple. They were a couple. They have yet to have been grilled about David's new status and the option for their on screen relationship to turn into an off screen one, but they knew it wouldn't be too long. Emily often joked about the fact that they were a cliché. David agreed, but reminded her neither of them ever dated a co-star, and neither of them ever will again.
She'd roll her eyes smiling cynically at his cheesiness, when in fact – it moved her. David being so positive of the fact that they were meant to be together, to stick together 'till the end, be so certain that he'd never look at another woman like that again… it excited her, and she couldn’t wait for what the future with him would bring.

It didn’t take too long for David to move in with Emily to her level of the duplex. They already spent every waking moment together, why not spend the other moments together as well? David offered Jamie to come back to their old house and stay there with Jaden, so that they could keep things as normal as possible for him and their unborn daughter. Jamie didn’t know for certainty about Emily and David, but Emily suspected Jamie always had her in the back of her mind.

On one Thursday, Emily got an incredibly rare day off. David found it extremely hard to drag himself out of bed that morning, warning her he'll have a miserable day without her. She in return, warned him he'll have an even more miserable night if he didn’t leave her alone and allow her to continue sleeping.

He wasn’t proud of it, but he rushed his scenes and duties, begging Hart to let him leave earlier. Hart, having suffered his whining all day long, finally resorted, not before letting David know he's really pathetic when Emily's not around him. David didn’t disagree, and tapped Hart on the shoulder before rushing out to the parking lot.


"Em?" he called as he entered the house.

She didn’t reply but he heard faint sounds coming from the living room. When he walked in, he found her sitting on the couch, sobbing to her hands, and Zooey kneeling down in front of her, rubbing her arms soothingly.

"What the hell happened?" he asked worried.

Zooey turned her head to him startled, Emily didn’t even acknowledge him.

"Emily, what's wrong?" he tried again.

He placed his keys on the coffee table with shaky hands, drawing closer to her.

"Did I do something?" he asked Zooey carefully.

He couldn’t remember having done something offensive to her since he left that morning. They've talked 4 times on the phone during the day and ended each conversation on a good note, hell – he even lowered the toilet seat before he left for work that morning!

"No." She shook her head whispering.
"OK, I got it, Zooey. Thanks." He signaled her to leave.
"Don’t be ridiculous, she's my sister and she's upset…"
"Yeah well right now I'd like to see what's wrong with my girlfriend if you don’t mind." He cut her off.
"David, I…"
"Hey, I have a question." He suddenly said.
"What?" she asked confused, standing up to meet his eyes.
"I mean, I think I speak on behalf of the entire male population when I ask – did you really?" he asked.
"Did I really what?" she was getting annoyed.
"Kiss a girl and liked it?"
"Oh my God!" she groaned infuriated.
"Yeah, seriously, thanks for your help. Now please let me speak to Emily." He asked.

She left to her side of the duplex, not before giving him a light shove on the chest. She loved that he was so infatuated with her sister, but sometimes his stubbornness was really irritating.

"Baby…" David knelt down in front of Emily and cupped her face. "Emily, tell me what's wrong, hun."

He lowered her hands from her face and noticed how flushed her cheeks were and how swollen her eyes were from crying this excessively. He'd seen her break down before, seen her cry more times than he'd wished he has, but never like this. She never reached a point where she couldn’t muster out an explanation. She was sobbing uncontrollably, and he was scared.

"Babe, you're scaring me." He whispered to her cheek, kissing it softly. "Please tell me what's wrong… is someone hurt, a-are you…?"

He stuttered, too scared to finish his question. She managed a slight shake of her head and he hugged her tightly, sighing into her hair. She grasped his waist and he felt her sobs subside and her breathing slowing its pace. He stroked her hair as he pulled away from the hug and looked her straight in the eyes, his own eyes watering to the sight of her so distressed.

Suddenly her cell phone rang from its position on the couch next to her. David sighed and picked it up, looking at the screen.

"It's Megan." He informed her, before answering the call, well aware of the fact that Emily's in no position to talk. "Hi Megan."
"Who the fuck is this?" she answered annoyed.
"David, Megan. So lovely to hear your voice, too." He replied cynically.
"David I swear to God, you fix this and you fix this now!" she blasted in response.
"Whoa Meg, hold on, what the hell are you talking about?" he asked confused.
"I'm talking about your fucking wife giving that fucking interview to that half-ass writer at Variety! I mean Jesus Christ David, does it run in your family to think out of your asses?!"
"OK first of all, she's not my wife…" David corrected her. "And that's just one of the many, many wrong things you said in that one sentence. Would you please explain to me what I've missed?"
"Oh, only that fucking shameless bunny trashing my girl all over town calling her a home wrecker!"

Megan was Emily's publicist, and while Emily always used to joke at how she thinks Megan's been watching too much Entourage, David couldn’t help but think this time that foul language was in place. Home wrecker? His Emily?!

"Ok, let's just try and relax. This is the mother of my children you're talking about. I'm sure no one will take notice to it anyway; everyone knows Variety is just a shitty piece of paper. Its only purpose is to pad the floor for your dog's piss." He tried to calm her.
"Be that as if may, Jamie still blabbed in it, talking shit about my girl! Do you have any idea what bad press this would do to her? To you? The show?" she asked furiously.
"Megan, we know better than that, who the fuck cares?" he exclaimed.
"Everybody, David! This isn’t high school! This is Hollywood!" she called.
"OK. I need to talk to Emily now." He said quietly before hanging up.

He threw the cell phone on the couch and reached his hand to hers, lifting her off the couch. She immediately crashed into his chest and he hugged her tightly, resting his chin on the top of her head. She sniffed, nuzzling her nose against his neck, her hands stroking the back of his head.

"You're not a home wrecker." He promised, tightening his grip around her waist. "I mean, you must know that, right?"
"I don’t know." She finally answered, her voice hoarse and tired.
"Hey," he pulled away and cupped her face. "Listen to me. You are many, many things. Home wrecker is definitely not one of these things. I was the one betraying my wife, you weren't even involved in that!"
"But I was the reason, you said so yourself…"
"Emi, you didn’t make me cheat. That girl I slept with was a massive lack of judgment, a cowardly act. It's not like you came and seduced me. Well, not deliberately…" he rolled his eyes and she chuckled. It was like music to his ears. "I love you, baby. And I will make this right, I promise."
"How?" she asked worriedly.
"Have faith in your man, babe!" he asked and she smiled.
"What man, all I see around here is you…" she said cynically and he pinched the side of her body.
"What am I gonna do with you…?" he muttered before kissing her.
"Marry me." She simply said as they pulled away.
"Oh, but what would Perry say?" he asked appalled.

She laughed, for the first time in a very long day and he followed. He pulled her into a hug, lifting her off the ground.

"Baby, we're getting married."





-THE END-
 
 
feelings: annoyed
 
 

oh my god.
words. i has none.
just excitement :D

LULZ EVERYONE BETTER WATCH MISFITS TONIGHT IT'S THE LAST ONE AND YOU CAN LOL AT ME LOOKING LIKE I'VE BEEN DRAGGED THROUGH A HEDGE BACKWARDS BY A BUNCH OF PHSYCO VIRTUOUS CHRISTIAN PEOPLE -- will make more sense when you watch :D


WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
 
 
feelings: energetic
tunes: Jonathan Groff, Brian Johnson, Jonathan B. Wright, Gideon Glick, Skylar Astin, John Gallagher, Jr.,
 
 


Read more... )
 
 
feelings: bouncy
tunes: Spring Awakening - The Guilty Ones
 
 
21 Jennifer's Body icons
3 Needy and Jennifer
1 Needy and Colin
17 Needy
6 Mean Girls icons
3 Karen
2 Gretchen
1 Ms. Norbury

Teaser:
JB04. JB14. MG05.

I like the same things she likes. )
 
 
feelings: artistic
 
 
I wonder if my flist ever heard of Wonderfalls. Years after the premature cancellation is still my favorite TV show along with Arrested Development. HitFix elected as one of the best TV shows of the decade (Number 17th) even if only lasted a couple of episodes.

And apparently Krista Vernoff work on it. Who knew?

A little synopsis.

If you somehow missed it or forgot about it, "Wonderfalls" starred Caroline Dhavernas as Jay, a Brown philosophy major putting her Ivy League degree to good use working at a Niagara Falls gift shop, lacking the people skills to even become an assistant manager. She lives in a trailer park and she's constantly disappointing her Type-A parents (William Sadler and Diana Scarwid) and siblings (Pace and Katie Finneran). She has distain for everyone around her and approaches the world with perpetual ironic detachment until two things happen: First, she meets a dreamy bartender (Tyron Leitso), still smarting from the recent betrayal of his bride. Then animal figures start talking to each other, including a wax lion, a mounted fish, the eagle on the back of a quarter and the Hear-no-Evil/Speak-no-Evil/See-no-Evil monkeys (Mizaru, Kikazaru and Iwazaru). The animals give Jaye cryptic advice leading her to become the strangest of Good Samaritans.

Watch it if you never did.

The link of he review: Wonderfalls.

***

Golden Globe reactions: YAY Glee! I actually think the show isn't going to win (I think Modern Family will take it) but I do have a feeling Jane Lynch will. As well Lea Michelle. Matthew Morrison was quite a surprise for me, but congrats. I just love this show.

Other noms I loved it? Michael Emerson (He must win), Hugh Laurie and Michael C. Hall. They're my boys.

***

Does anybody here watch/still watch Dexter? No spoilers, please. I'm starting to download the 4th Season and I have a feeling about the Trinity victim. Is this season good? I thought Season 3 were a bit less awesome than the first two seasons, but still. Solid Season.

***

PrP/Grey's Anatomy Spoiler alert... Pics from ABC (Grey's pics are still small).

Grey's Anatomy.

Private Practice.

I'm so confused. So confused.

Oh, the angst.

***

I'm finishing Persuasion by Jane Austen and I need book suggestions. I am thinking about the Outlander series since apparently is good. But I don't know... Any ideas?
 
 
feelings: busy
tunes: Katharine McPhee - How
 
 
15 December 2009 @ 09:17 pm
OH GOD, WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME? )




(GIF is related)
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15 December 2009 @ 12:28 am
hurting you still makes me feel like crying.

i am so sorry.

i know you will eventually be okay. i wish you knew that too.
i hope i will be okay too. this entire situation has damaged me.
made me feel like a bad person, even though i know i am not. i know break ups are a part of life... i just wish in some ways i knew what it felt like to be on the other end, so that i would know more appropriately how to be with you... how to make you feel less worse (i probably can not help this) without hurting you more.

i am not good at distancing myself from someone who i know is going through a tough time because of me. it's hard for me to fight the urge to want to be there for you; as we have shared so much and been so close for a long time... but i have to do this, because i know it's the right thing to do.

i'm sorry i can't be there to comfort and console you. if you ever heard me say this, it would only confuse you more. i can't be with you, and me saying the above would make it seem like i wanted a relationship, or something more.

i can't be your plus one, and i also can't be your friend.
so that leaves me where i am, which is sort of an unknown category.

i hope we meet again one day... and, that one day, you will think of me and smile.
or at least not feel horrible inside.
 
 
feelings: restless
tunes: It's Cool, We Can Still Be Friends - Bright Eyes
 
 
13 December 2009 @ 06:25 pm
Heya I ammmm
backonmystompinground.tumblr.com

i think diaryoflostthings who jst started following me is from here? no idea.

well follow me if you want and drop a comment about who you are and that O.o
 
 
13 December 2009 @ 02:18 am
Guys, listen to it. Totally worthy.

Soooooo, two new songs of the new Katharine McPhee cd leaked. OMG, I am almost hysterical, tears of happiness in my face. Dancing around.

Shit, I can totally make billion of music videos with these two songs. Specially Terrified. Should I use it? It's SO FUCKING PRETTY THAT MY HEART STOPS.



Then we have How. And it's about when you heart breaks. LOVE THIS ONE AS WELL.



And if you want to listen. The album snippets. OMG it's going to be epic.

I'll hug this cd when I get it.

Keep Drivin' sounds EARGASMIC!



CAN SOMEONE RIP ME THE FIRST TWO? JUST BECAUSE I WILL MAKE SKATE OR MARK/LEXIE VIDEOS WITH IT.
 
 
feelings: bouncy
tunes: Katharine McPhee - Terrified